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Tuesday, July 25, 2006

i think i RULEX! lolx.

haven been blogging. the only reason i can find is.... PLAIN LAZINESS!!! lolx!! nah!! haa!! im quite busy la!! Friday, Saturday, Sunday are now church days! lolx.

had everyday packed till the brim till i hardly had any slp. physically very drained but spiritually veri HIGH! lolx. Pastor Kong is nw startin a series of Marriage Enrichment Series~~ lolx. enjoyed it very much. though im not married yet. but i believe this will bless me tremendously when i found my partneR~. and i will make sure he will be the most fortunate one~ =x haa!! boliaoz. anyway. had dinner with cg @ bedok. Singyee joined us too. coz her cg abandon her! lolx!

and i disturbed 3 securities while standin @ foyer 3 waiting for my cg!! lolx!~ =x was standin there. den i overheard them saying "pls stand behind the yellow line~" thinK they tryin to joke abt the mrt thingy... nt too sure.. but i overheard them.. so i walk behind the yellow line.. and say "orh!!! okok!!! muz stand behind the yellow line~~~" den tryin to act angry~~ LOLx... den they heard what i say and saw what i was doin.. den they veri paiseh~~~~ lolx... and den i start to continue sayin~~ "becareful~~ dun fall behind the yellow line~~~ thats the RED SEA!!!!" so my baobei lame together with me saying~~ "oh..!! RED SEA!!! Moses will come and split the RED SEA~" and i replied back!!! "and the 3securities shall FALL!!!!!!" lolx!!! =) okok.. im cheeky~~ haa!!!

anyway. after dinner... actually was headin home. but last min decide to go Marina Square for midnite shopping~ so me, Singyee and Baobei went off @ city hall~ Jason and Wahkeong came and join us~ had fun.. but veri tiring. went hme at ard 130am.. reach hme only at ard 3am. coz saw Joanne and thus chit chat awhile den go hme. someone called @ ard 2am. say will call back when i gt back hme but ended up never lo~~ lolx!!!

reached hme. saw Phileo's nick and we then realised that we actually havin combine cg outreach on sunday! lolx!!! and things start to happen. he closed our conversation and ended up his computer screen blackout and his report that he was doin since 10+pm is GONE!!!!~.... and heard that he screamed at hme! awhile later he called and scream again! lolx. im so amused by his action and words.. thus i helped him with a small part of his work..~ do till 430am.. and i cannot take it.. so slp.. coz gt to wake up by 7am to go service and oso to be alarm clock... thus i slp for juz 2hrs. and Sarah overslept. no mornin call frm her. but i gt woken up by my hp sms... -_-"~~ called Singyee and wake her up... but never did i know it actually will take me 30mins to wake her up!.. lolx!!!!~

service was great. and im so happy. coz sis MiaoLing sittin beside me~~ i miss her!!! by the way. for those who duno. she is my ex-cgl~ my first cgl...~~ yea~ lolx. im so sad that she gave me away that time during cg multiply..... !!!! haa!!!~ and we did something so amusing! lolx. she wanna come in and sit.. but we are sittin in the middle of a row.. so she asked me help her take away the thing tat connects the chair together! lolx.. and thus the row is broken and she came in.. but less than a min she went out again. coz she wan go toilet..!!!! LOL!!! i jus love her. she is so funny.. hee!!! after svc. went out to foyer 3 and majiam stand down there be entertainer.. saw POS ppl and crap fer a while and try and be funny.. lolx... after a while den we went in... and talk to Meifong and Yuening abt my sch things... den BS~~ lolx..

bowlin outreach was a bit boring actually. nt much interaction. dun even know each other frm other cg. other den the ppl frm sis Huiru's cell and Phileo. lolx!! pathetic. and had steamboat. tiring. with juz 2hrs of slp the previous nite.... after that had arcadE! lolx!! den hme sweet hme... my mum almost kill me~ LOL.. coz im hme so late!!~

lesson on monday are BORING!!! pratically fallin aslp!~ was so tired and i couldnt wake up for my math tutorial. mit Singyee for lunch. and went hme str8 after lesson. wanted to slp. ended up playin O2jam with Fiona... who is Ryan's sister. LOL~.... and start rottin ard.......

as for today. make an effort to attend Material Science tutorial. thinK this is the 3rd tutorial that i attend thru the whole sem.. =x anyway. after lesson. rushed to computer lab and make some amendments to the SPCO concert proposal and print out.. and Rubez waited for me fer veri long outside SAA.

went to meet David. and he asked me whether i wanna go for the Japan 17th MILES exchange programme... coz he wanna nominate me for it... i was so tempted.. but... i wanna go LTC camp la!!! lolx...

actually is oso coz i know whr i stand.. my results are so bad... hw to compare with those gd results and gd cca records?! i only have gd cca records... but he say "u will never know~" i was like... hmm.. true... i manage to get the Excellence in Service Award (Arts & Culture) Individual for last yr.. even though 1 of the criteria was to have gd academic results. really... the blessings of God had nv stop coming.

anyway. went to have lunch with Rubez, Ryan, Sharon, Phileo, Jason and Alex joined us after that unexpectedly.. lolX!! duno is i blur or i gt speakin problem... first is Ryan heard me saying 16seats... next is i tell Sharon we at 4th floor... den i told Jason we at 3rd floor and he was blurred. -__-"~~~ okok... whatever. enjoyed the meal.. ha!!

went to class. kaoz. my clz only 11 of them turn up. so i slp thru the last 40mins. haa!!!!~ went for PMAI.. was decidin to go anot. but still i turned up. and gt back my test paper. LOL. realli thank God. i passed the paper. 60%. though nt very high. but still im happy coz i pass. coz i didnt study on thursday due to my brothers beaten up case. and on friday i only realli study when i was on my way back to school for the paper and during the 1 hr while teacher was teaching. =)

went off to meet Xinjie and went for this percussion practice. performin for National Day Obeservance Ceremony. stressed.. im the only non-percussionist from CO again. Xinjie considered half a percussionist le.. with her experiences she gt while helpin out in SOKA and GekPoh... grrr!! im juz a half-past six percussionist. lolx!!! played tis drum call djembe. wanted to learn this long time ago. but due to the fact that im busy and lousy percussionist and oso no idea whr can learn LOLX!!!... manage to finish learnin the whole song. nw gt to realli brushed up my LEFT hand hitting and oso to memorise the whole piece.! lolx. had fun. BUT... my hand very pain!!! lolx. finish pract at ard 830pm.

went to have Ban Mian again~~ lolx. my fave!! den hme sweet hme~~ LOLX!! yea~~~ gonna play Audition later~~ hee!!! nt my acct actually.. is sihua's... a sec sch senior... lolx.. so shocked that he actually let me play his acct.. coz dun realli know him actually LOL~... shall try out the game later! lolx.. yea!! finish bloggin.. nw got to post pictures le!! yea!! bye BLOGGIE!!!!~

this is my baobei, Esley.. and thats Hong Hong. our child!!! hee!!!

thats hw CLEAN is my table durin EM II lolx!!

this is the drums that im learning!!!!~LOLX!

was zhi-lianin durin EM II juz nw.. too bored. after these photos.. i fell aslp in clz!! LOL~~

tried messin up my hair.. and first photo kind of loOk like im a small kid wishin for something?! LOL!!!

and thanks to Xinying for making some effects to it.. and it loOk even more like a small kid wishing for something!!! LOL!!!

and these 2 oso done by her!! thnaks!! LOL!! i love them!!~~~

=>i think i RULEX! lolx.<=
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7/25/2006 11:04:00 PM
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Friday, July 21, 2006

Because of You

have been hooked on this song. Because of You by Kelly Clarkson. somehow i jus love the song. the lyrics. means so much to me. "Because of you, I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me." this line. means so much. it is indeed reflecting on how i had felt b4. "Because of you, I tried my hardest just to forget everything. Because of you, I don't know how to let anyone else in." this line. means so much too. it is nw reflecting on hw i am feelin nw. but whatever it is. i just love this song. =)

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I will not make the same mistakes that you did

I will not let myself

Cause my heart so much misery

I will not break the way you did,

you fell so hard

I've learned the hard way

To never let it get that far

Because of you

I never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of you

I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt

Because of you

I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me

Because of you

I am afraid

I lose my way

And it's not too long before you point it out

I cannot cry

Because I know that's weakness in your eyes

I'm forced to fake

A smile, a laugh everyday of my life

My heart can't possibly break

When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you

I never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of you

I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt

Because of you

I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me

Because of you

I am afraid

I watched you die

I heard you cry every night in your sleep

I was so young

You should have known better than to lean on me

You never thought of anyone else

You just saw your pain

And now I cry in the middle of the night

For the same damn thing!

Because of you

I never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of you

I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt

Because of you

I tried my hardest just to forget everything

Because of you

I don't know how to let anyone else in

Because of you

I'm ashamed of my life

because it's empty

Because of you

I am afraid

Because of you

=>Because of You<=
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7/21/2006 07:09:00 PM
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what a day.

the day started with me slpin till 730am.
reached school @ 9am.
assignment. duhx!!!
G moulding~.. haiz.....
went hme after the whole day lesson @ 3pm.
wasnt feelin well..
didnt expect myself to fall sick..
except that i haven realli been slpin the nite b4.
it isnt a good day too. a bad memory day.
lolx.
was praying and praying...
i realli nid the strength to climb out of the hole im in nw~
ya!!!

on my way hme was feelin so unwell....
almost fainted @ the mrt station...
i hate the feeling..
and the feelin of vomitting.. grRrr!!!
was breakin into cold sweats..
isnt a gd sign...
really cannot take it..
thus i cab back hme frm boonlay..
reach hme..
first thing.. SLEEP!
wake up @ almost 8pm...
and helped my mum call my brother..
another nitemare came...

the line was through..
but halfway rejected..
was wonderin what happen..
nt long after..
my bro called back..
and said his phone was lost and he was being BEATEN UP..
duno to say he is too obedient or too timid..
haiz..
gt beaten up by 2 PHT gina..
was so pissed off..
i'll make sure they 2 gina will pay fer their action..!
was so angry tat i almost spouted out my library of flowery words.....
and if they are to be someone that i know....
ha!!!
i will scream their head off..
i felt so pissed off..
of all why my brother..
but realli thank God that he is ok.
and realli thank God for a bunch of great frenz he had that rushed dwn immediately when they receive the call and not runnin away when they saw him gt beaten up..
they even accompany him hme and accompany him thru...
haiz..
but still.. im pissed!!!!!
grr!!!!

thus.. as a result.. i didnt study at all for my test...
went to clinic with my parents and my brother..
waited fer an hour..
den mit up with my cgm..
reached hme only @ almost 1am...
zzzz!!!
gt to study a bit more den head back to sch..
bye!

=>what a day.<=
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7/21/2006 02:55:00 PM
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Wednesday, July 19, 2006

a date that i will never forget

19th July.
a date i will nv ever forget.
1yr ago.
a promised was made but it is now broken.
a dream was fulfilled but it is now gone.
it is the day that i thought it will be the beginnin of my fairytale.
but instead, it is the beginnin of my nightmare.
it became the day that i most regret..
regret of the decision ive made..
a lesson was learnt..
and i promised myself nv to fall in the trap of this ever again..
yes.
everything is juz a history.
gone with the wind and nv will it be back again.

havin said that.
but i thinK once again ive fallen into the trap again.
and i have to climb out of it asap.
i believe that i can do it without goin on vow.
i hate to admit it.
perhaps i should stop myself frm falling anymore.
my love now is onli limited to God, Baobei and Leng.
and no more
but I will Love again~
i will only when God shows me that i shld.

time realli passes so fast..
1yr le..
and it will be the 1 yr anniversary of me and Leng too! lolx..
felt so bad for always mistreatin her..
lolz..
jiayou!!
2yr k!! lolx!!

prac today.
just feel that the prac is nt effective.
but got a shock when i went in..
coz saw the kuku YINZHI!
lol~~~~
so long nv whack him le...
=x

oops.. im juz so violent~~~
lolx!!!
and once again!!
i juz cant help but say " I HATE COCKROACH!!!"
ArgH!!

zzz!!! nth to blog le. tmr 8am lesson. thinK slpin soon.
bye bloggiE!...

=>a date that i will never forget<=
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7/19/2006 01:27:00 AM
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procractinating

lolx. sunday slp till i dunwan wake up. wake up onli den go buy my dinner. laze ard. procrastinating. was actually plannin to finish up my formal reports.. whoots. too lazy to do. so i juz chuck everything 1 side. and ROTS... played 02Jam~ lolx. zzz!!!!

had mathcad test. whoots. late fer 20mins. my phone keep ringing. duhx. was given 5more mins to finish up my test. but actuallt i already almost done. manageable. lolx. had lunch with Rubez. she looks veri veri tired. realli hope that she is alright. =) meet Xinjie after sch. went JP den hme sweet hme. played o2Jam again. this time round with 1 more person. Phileo~ lolx. he so CUTE.. haa! he so kanjiong till he called me and ask me abt it!! wahahaha!! coz his character is NAKED. =x lolx~~~~~ slp slp slp~~~~

skipped 10am lesson again.. kuku~~~ forever cannot wake up.. in my memories. think onli went once b4? lolz... =x went sch. rotx. suppose to mit Singyee for lunch but she last min gt grp proj. so mit up with Jason. went computer lab. and the Jason... haiyoz.. funny la!!!~ his computer cant work. thus he came over and tell me, "eh Rongping~ my computer like spoil leh. think it hang. den cant restart oso." diaoz~~~ DO I LOOK LIKE I REPAIRS THE COMPUTER?!?!?! haa!!!~ funny.... lolx!!!! went clz. duhx. frankenstein talkin to his own again. lolx!!!! lsn over. went hme SLEEP!!!! meet up with Phileo, Sharon, Ryan, Rubez for dinner b4 prayer mtg. prayer mtg was GREAT! whoot! i almost lost my voice after the prayer mtg.. but realli feel burden for the cg. no frenz yet. haiz..!!! GOD!!! pls!!~~ FRIENDS~~YES... we NEED FRIENDS!!! bring them to us!!!! went MAC with baobei. and saw someone frm wlny. eeks! lolx~~~~ shared with her alot of things. abt cg, sch.

and by the way... with regards of previous postings. ppl, pls juz kindly ignore it. lolz. and for the person who im referring to in my previous postings...THIS and THIS.. pls kindly mind ur words when u are saying me!.. i apologise to whatever harm ive done to ur club. but nt to u. coz i see no wrong in what i said abt u. but i still will apologise coz i dun wan to put ur club in bad light and neither do i wanna see the ppl i knew to be in difficult position. and oso to the ex-vp. wonder if u would read. sorry for causin u problems. and this shall be the last post with things abt ur club.

=>procractinating<=
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7/19/2006 12:35:00 AM
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Monday, July 17, 2006

nicey!

lolx. bloggin in jap is no kick la~~

hate me lo. i dun expect u to love me..

and i DONT WANT u to love me!! lolx...

put password i crack.

blog in jap i translate.

so whats next?

blog in malay?!!

or perhaps close the blog!

lolx..

i shall wait and see show..

perhaps Hope Lee would wanna be there for the mtg and wanna read thru all the blog entries by her lolx...

Geraldine is a nice name.. lolz~~~~

=>nicey!<=
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7/17/2006 04:11:00 PM
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Sunday, July 16, 2006

life.

Singapore Polytechnic Parade of School.

seriously, if u aint in this u will definately not able to know how great this grp of ppl are!! im nw regrettin that i join this grp @ such a late time. but nevertheless, thank God i finally joined them this yr. and they have now become a big part in my life! indeed they are one of my greatest grp of friends. my 4Rs, Rubez, Regina, Ryan, Sharon. they are realli fantastiC!.. other den my 4Rs, of coz still gt others. they all meant alot to me. lolx!!!!

having said that. ive been neglecting my cg. but in me, i have some thoughts. told baobei that day. and she show me the verse that i sms her. Galatians 6:9. "And let us not grow weary while doing good, for in due season we shall reap if we do not lose heart." tellin her nt to lose heart in the cell grp. seein the sms makes me feel like cryin. to be frank, i feel tired in the cg. efforts put in are always nt enuf and some seems like laggin behind when u wanna move on. but when u begin to lag on behind, they will all be rushin forward. it is jus like the cg aint flowin together. it isnt a good sign. suddenly thought abt what Regina once said, those who pray together flow together. indeed, everytime when we have conference prayer, it will be havin a few being unable to make it. sometimes, i cant help but think that it is each individual's responsibility to make the extra effort to pray together. but i dont see that.

God, i realli pray that W84 will continue carryin the fire we had for You and let it burn like never before. i realli pray fo unity in the cell grp. let the cell grp be a cell grp that prays together and flows together...

moving on. i spent my this whole wk out till late. wed having practice. thurs, went to lavender and had dinner with Singyee, Jason, Siqi, Candice, Jeremiah and Ray. had nice chat. and something Siqi said striked me. she said something like.. "it is a talent given from God to RongPing being so sociable. being able to know so much abt ppl." suddenly i thought abt this particular nite when im having conference prayer with Xiuli, Yuening, Esley, Justin. and God juz speak thru Xiuli to me. to be a Daniel in every where that i land upon. reachin out to the lost. and thinkin back to my days in secondary. bringing frenz actually become my weekly duty. and i love doin it. bring 10frens is like chicken feet for me. but nw. i have slack dwn and stop to reach out. i shld realli pray for wisdom and the anointin of the Holy Spirit to be upon me and start reachin out. and realli bringin in the lost to Him thru me.

had cell grp outing on friday. actually i dun call it an outing. more like a dinner ba. had V8. with Adrain, Junxiang, Esley-baobei, Xiuli, Yuening and Meifong. nice meal. walked ard. did nth much. went hme alone first. feelin veri tired. and Sharon, Rubez and Ryan went out without me and Regina.!!! lolx.. and they become the 2Rs.. lolx!!!!~

saturday is a day that i always look forward to. coz it is service. think wk healin svc. was late. Sarah veri angry. =x the presence is strong. and the healin power is all over the hall. and pst even speak the word and pray for those havin the pain in the mouth, toothache!!! lolx. and Sharon said. when pst said abt that.. she str8 away thinK abt me. lolx. but durin that time, i dun have the pain leh. lolx. had Cafe Cartel after svc with SP POS ppl. with Regina, Ryan, Sharon, Siqi, Singyee, Phileo and Emil. and our dearest Ryan, keep sayin that he is a PIG! ha!! it is so funny.

adopt your own virtual pet!

this is adapted by regina! lolx. i copy it from her blog.. lols. it is cute isnt it? lolx... and he oso said that his dad is a pig. and everyone are laughin till we realli cannot take it. i already laugh till my jaws veri pain. seriously dont understand why he keep proclaimin that he is a pig.! lolx!! went hme after tat. tireD!!!!!~

having a bad time at hme. mum being unhappy abt me hme late for the whole wk. dad is tryin to pick on whatever i do or say. stepped on something accidentally ystrday nite and it was stuck in my feet. and i gt a scoldin frm my dad for openin the door and nt closin it. my reason for doin it is coz i wanna pluck out the thing inside my foot coz i feel the pain and it is bleedin. but i gt scolded for being a selfish person. and they didnt even care abt my wound. though it is juz a tiny puny small wound. but to me. i felt so hurt. ever since my mum start working so many yrs ago. i had nv once gt much attention from her. and all the attention my parents gave are to my brother and my cousins. and i have grown to be so independent. being independent can be gd and bad at the same time. as for a gal. being too independent can make her look fierce and rough. ha! thats me isnt it. everybody can criticise or scold me or even insult me. but nt my parents and nt my loved ones. coz they mean alot to me and havin heard what they said juz pierce thru my heart. i cried myself to slp ystrday nite. i have been tryin to keep quiet and let them scold even when i knew it wasnt my fault. i have stop tryin to retailate whenever they scold or even start whackin me on my head. but all these are so hard for me to bear. sometimes i juz feel that the more i try to keep quiet. the more they try to make me feel bad abt myself. am i realli such a bad gal to them. havin totally no control of myself? yes. i do drink. i did went to club. but thats juz once. lolx. but to them, im juz like a small kid. with no self-limit. and i will one day turn out to be the most notorious problem maker of this society. but will i?! ha!. i will definately not!. but instead, i will be a powerful child of God!

enuf of this. got to go play o2jam. bye.

=>life.<=
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7/16/2006 11:33:00 PM
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laughin out LOUD

ha!! can u imagine hw amuse im.!!! lolx..

by the way. i love hate-tags!!!

it proves that im makin a difference.

ha!!!!

any by the way....

angels and ****** are stupid passwords..

i seriously thinK that ur IT skills are bad...

lol..

havin a CLS person to crack ur code..

ha!!!!

call me a bitch or whatsoever u want..

lol!!!

i shall make u the star for my post today...

hey "pretty" woman..

dun ever thinK that the whole world offended u..

but instead it is u that offended the whole world..

and i can tell u...

offendin me = jumpin into a sea of fire..

lolx!!!!~

coz offendin me = offendin the Almighty one

and HE will deal with u..

lolx...

if u say that i have a ugly heart...

den i thinK u dun even have a heart dudex...

lolx!!!!~~~~

have u seen my heart b4?!!

if u had.. i seriously wanna know hw u did that..

coz im still alive kickin..

and if u have seen it...

it juz means that u are even better den any doctor in this whole wide world..

DMMT....

a course that alot of my frenz are in..

dun go ard sayin hw busy u are..

coz everyone is busy, my dear...

FYP...

everybody have deadlines to meet.

though others FYP deadlines is feb 07...

but their FYP are in phases..

thus... makin theirs no different as u..

tell u the truth..

if u think u are busy...

den perhaps i shld say DE ppl are robots..

lolx!!!!~

get ur facts right before u go ard sayin ppl's FYP..

yes. i salute u for finding out who am i..

but im nt afraid of u knowin of who am i..

u shld be honoured that im readin ur blog regulary nw and makin an effort to crack ur passwords..

but actually...

crackin ur password is chicken feeT!!! lolx..

and im nt afraid of seein my name in ur beloved blog..

infact... i LOVE to see my name..

coz im so PROUD of my name and i tooK pride in it...

havin u, taggin @ my blog usin a so useless nick.... lolx

i tagged in urs usin a anon2 juz to let u have fun guessin who am i..

as for u... taggin in my is juz pollutin mine.. coz i have known all along who are u...

so save ur energy... lolz!!!!

POT CALLING THE KETTLE BLACK...

perhaps u wan me to explain this phrase to u?!

lolx..

if im the POT... den that makes u the KETTLE..

but hor...

for ur info..

perhaps u are unaware of it..

im a recipient of Excellence in Service Award 2005 ( Arts & Culture)

for both my CLUB and myself..

if im the POT.. den u the KETTLE...

it means that u have gotten the awards!?!?! lolx...

but i doubt so...

so dun label me as some1 like u..

i tooK pride in my committee members...

and not like u..

threatenin to strip off ppl's post...

so get ur thoughts right...

and ur pt abt my ugly face..

lolx..

i took pride in my face...

there isnt any ugly gals... but juz lazy gals..

dun think u have heard of this line b4..

and i dun care whether are u prettier den me or am i prettier den u....

coz it doesnt matter at all.

im proud of myself..

but im nt proud..

i love the way i look..

so do my frenx..

if u have any comments on hw i look..

perhaps u shld juz get away from my blog..

it is so simple..

juz click that small X at the top right hand corner and u will nt have to be tortured to keep seein my FACE..

lolx!!!!

bye!!!

may God bless those who bless me and curse those who curse me!!!

=>laughin out LOUD<=
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7/16/2006 05:23:00 PM
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Wednesday, July 12, 2006

rattling

veri long nv have postings of some thoughts.... having alot of thoughts goin thru at the same time.. but i cant say everything out.. too many ppl readin my blog! *lolx. im famous?!*~ nah.. juz dunwan ppl to be worried abt me. but actually im fine. lolx. what talkin me... whatever...

was told by Sharon on hw bad her VP was.. felt super angry when i know what her VP is doin and sayin. ridiculous. felt like screamin into her face. thinkin back. what has happen in CO. and nw in Daiko. i seriously felt that she is in no position to talk so much. saw her today in FC6. grrr... disgusted by her... yucks... and i pray hard she is nt gng for the same LTC camp i gng... if she is.. den she better get away frm me.. dun step on my tail.. coz when u do... u will sure get it... wanna try it?! lolx.. *okok.. im fierce!!! im a GOOD gal k!!! im nt an ah lian!!!*~~ =D

went to watch Superman with Wenhao ystrday. frankly speakin, actually i felt reluctant to go. becoz of what Pst Robb preached. and the place we went, PS. watchin movie. haiz. but whatever. almost a yr le. 19july. ha!. toOk me almost a yr. it is time to let go. let all be gone with the wind... nonono!! let all be gone with the hair i cut on monday!!! lolx... anyway, the show... nt bad... though is juz liydat... lolx.. Superman.. what u expect?! lolx.. him goin ard savin ppl lo!! lolx... nt bad la...

sometimes i realli dont understand myself... what do i realli want.. what kind of person am i realli is... fierce?! nice?? introvert or extrovert!?!?! crazy?!~kind?!?! cruel?! emotional?! moodswing?!?!?!~ friendly?!?! lame!?~ unfriendly?!! ar..whatever u name la.. wah lauz. my english lousy.... vocabulary limited. i realli dont know.. sometimes i thinK is de friends ard me... den i will adjust myself... it is juz like as if there are buttons on me.. that i can press.. den upon pressin. i will become the person they want me to be... lame... but i truely enjoy myself when im with POS ppl. =) u ppl realli mean alot to me...

haven been postin pics.. lol!!~~ here come some pictureS!!! haa~~~~

these are some artistic picture ive taken @ esplanade.. with my cg.. =) the first 1 loOk kind of eerie.. nobody de... 2nd 1... catch xiuli tryin to arrange her hair... lolz!!!!

as for the first 1... lolz... overall nt bad.. colour nice... loOks like taken in a club?!?! haa!!~ but..why my spec drop till liydat!! faint..... and the 2nd 1... wah!! i super love it.. coz it is nice.. actually toOk it accidentally. was tryin to snatch the camera away and take my own photo!!!~ ended up nice~~ lolx.. =)
* i have a talent in takin artistic pic!!!!* ~proud!!!~ lol!!!!

next, comin up... is my vodoo doLL... lolx.. named "anonymous aka ryan" but it is dead... lyin on my bed.. coz the string come out le.. lol!!!! RIP~~~~~ and my new toy... the LION from MAC~~~ thanks to Junxiang~~~~ gd boy~~ haa!! ask him buy fer me~~ hee!!!! but..... alot ppl say it loOks ugly!!!! wah lauz eh.. Sarah, my cgl, say it loOk as if it go thru FAILED COSMECTIC SURGERY!!! ...... *speeechless.....

last but nt least!!!!~~ ME!!! of coz muz have me la!!! wah lauz.. my blog lo!! whOot... new hair cut... new cardigan!! lolx.. i thinK i loOk strange... lolz... whatever... i like my hair!!! haa~~ thats all!!!

bye bloggie!!~

=>rattling<=
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Monday, July 10, 2006

dear bloggie!!!!

so fast.. almost a wk is gone.. and i haven been blogging.. oopx!!! alot of things happen.. lolx...had a veri blessed wk...

wed had co. nth much actually. went to have dinner @ clementi. hme sweet hme.

thursday had morning lesson. stupid lesson. was there 1hr late. waited for 45mins of cab.. -_-" coz rain. so dunwan take train. den bringing guitar too. after lesson. mit up with Regina and have fun takin photo. den slowly one by one come and join us. Sharon, Jason, Rubez, Ryan. had fun in my clubhse. play guitar... den we start sending everyone. before that Jason and Rubez go for lesson le... den Regina to MRT station. den Sharon to BIZ blk. met Candice. she joined me and Ryan playin guitar. played fer a long time. both Ryan and Candice left @ ard 6pm. had mtg. saw LENG!! *muacks!! loveher! lolx... home~~~~

friday. practical. boring. zzz. fasted on friday. ya... =) wasnt feeling veri well. had this pain on my neck.... den after school. mit up with Felicia and Meifong for dinner. Junxiang and Adrain joined us. almost late fer CG.. =x after CG my leg cramped... zzz!!! anyway, went to Pioneer Mall mac to eat.... with Xiuli , Meifong and Junxiang. thanks to Junxiang~~ coz he buy me the lion!!! =) went hme @ ard 230am.. zzz!!!!

saturday. service. didnt want to serve coz of the pain on my neck. turned out to be nt my neck problem. but my throat. duno what happen oso. haven go see doctor.. haiz.. but still serve. went to have dinner @ cineleisure den go hme le. watched Germany VS Portugal.!!! yeah! my Germany win!! Oliver Kahn, my fave player!! nice!!! slp @ ard 530am..

sunday. wake up at 745am.. go service and prayer mtg. super tired. but thank God i didnt fall aslp. went hme. fell flat @ 730pm all the way!!! lolx... and thanks to Regina sms-in me to update me on the scores of the match!!! Italy won!! YEAH!!! lolx..

today. wake up @ 950am. if nt becoz of Singyee's sms. i wouldnt wake up! lolx.. went for lesson. late fer 30mins. anyway. had lunch with Jason, Singyee, Rubez and Ryan. after lesson mit up with Rubez and Jason went Alexandra Hospital to bk the date for my wisdom tooth surgery. went Bugis. on the way to Queenstown MRT, helped this lady to get to SPGG. reached Bugis, gt approached by this lady from Toni & Guy Academy askin us to be their model for their students' assignment. FREE OF CHARGE!!! lolx.. was hesitatin initially. but i cant take the temptation so we walked back and all 3 of us gt a new haircut. personally i love mine. =) walked ard Bugis Street. den Singyee joined us. bought this SUPER BIG bag.. and this pink cardigan. nice~ but they keep sayin my bag veri ugly la.. coz the colour veri dull and dirty kind.. whatever!! lolx... went hme. my mum say my hair ugly!! WAH LAU eH!!!! +_)(*&$^%~#^&*()_ whatever. i like can le.. lol!!! yeah!!

bye bloggie!!!!

=>dear bloggie!!!!<=
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7/10/2006 11:42:00 PM
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Tuesday, July 4, 2006

noisy!

actually my day today is VERY the HAPPY.. but a blardy call make me soOoo PisSed!!! shall elaborate later.

today gt ppl complain that i majiam veri free.. everyday blog.. haa!! nt coz i veri free is coz i love my blog.. so i will wanna blog everyday!! lolx!!!

grrRr!!! why i so angry. coz my lecturer la. yes. is my fault fer goin sch late fer the whatever quiz. but!!! oso no nid call my mum and tell her rite? niao niao papaya!!!!! i angry la!!! coz my mum scold scold scold. scream scream scream. T_T angry angry!!

ystrday was late for math practical. so nv go in de end. went CO rehearsal. zzz. meet Rubez, Jason, Ryan, Singyee for lunch. den go find David. talk a while. saw Anna. so she asked me accompany her to Main Library and take some things lo. went with her. talked abt alot of things. i realli missed the days that i always hang ard SAA talkin to officers. i shld say SPCO is veri fortunate to be taken by such wonderful officers. Miss Anna Neo and Mr David Lee. i shld say.. they are the NICEST ever officer i ever came across in SAA. anyway. i accompany her to library. den go Mac coz she haven have her lunch. den walk her back to SAA again. =) shall find some day go accompany her to walk ard again. =) and also. David juz got back from China. he bought back alot of CD. and he gave 1 to me! lolx.. so coOL~ thanks Sir! =)

went hme after that. didnt study. duno what am i doin. duhx. start studyin at ard 11pm. hungry @ 1am. had mac delivery. played O2Jam with Sharon and Ryan till almost 3am... slp at ard 4am..

950am.. juz have this feelin that somebody is wakin me up. think coz im too tired. coz i forget to set my alarm the previous nite.. or did i press my phone halfway and fell aslp?! lolx... nah!! this will nt happen de.. wake up. chiong all the way. reach sch at 11am. waited outside my lecturer office. coz the test is @ 10am!! anyway. tooK the test. stupid test. argH!

anyway. had lunch with Rubez, Emil, Jason , Ryan, Sharon, Siqi, Wahkeong. Hongyun was there too! lolx. Singyee came and join us at ard 130pm. left FC 4 shortly for CO rm. had graduation ceremony performance. BORING! wastin of time there actually. tiring. went hme. didnt slp. and here im bloggin.. for almost gng 3hrs. lol!!! coz put dwn there lazy to continue. lol!!!!

watchin Germany VS Italy later!!! Germany will WIN!! lol!!! yeah!!!~ i love GERMANY.. all my hope is on them since England is OUT. T_T....

im so tired nw.. zzz!! but i muz watch the match!! lols!!! =) gtg bye!!

=>noisy!<=
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7/04/2006 10:09:00 PM
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Sunday, July 2, 2006

my exciting weekend.

i jus love it when i spent my wkend thoroughly. every hour, every minute, every second. i love it. i jus love my life nw. spentin every seconds of my life with joy and peace. though there are times when i feel down. but still they are still nt my darkest nights. coz i believe that i can go thru all these with Him always be there for me. He let me go thru all these. coz He know that i can pass all the trials and tribulations that He put me thru!. haa!! super high nw.. haven been slping for the past 30+hours. zzz!!!!!~

anyway. yes. like wht i previously said. my wkends are spent to the maxed!.. wake up @ 210pm on Saturday. or rather. i JUMPED out of my bed. coz im supposed to report for instrument showcase performance @ 230pm. the thing is startin @ 3pm at Lot 1.

anyway. i went there and be free labour. ended up i helped to give out leaflet. and didnt even touch my instrument. coz my teacher wasnt there. so the manager make used of me. whatever.

left @ 5pm for Daniel's hse @ Kovan. reach there. play guitar. self entertainment. had Canadian Pizza and KFC. it is a celebration for Daniel's bday. left @ ard 830pm. thanks to Zelig for walkin me to the MRT station. =)

proceed to Marina Square to meet up with my fave gang of people, SP POS peepx. lol!!! one by one slowly went off.. hme to catch soccer. haa!! left me, Singyee, Shiyun, Wahkeong, Jason. talkin craps in KFC. and decided to go Suntec. coz it gt midnite sales till 1am. went over. alot ppl. whOo!!! walked ard. had Bailey's Ice Cream! nicenice. and watch WORLD CUP! England VS Portugal. watched the extra time and the penalty shots. im so sad. coz England out le.. T_T...

finish watchin @ ard 145am. felt so guilty. coz they all are quite tired.. ended up all sit there watch... toOk nite rider back hme. reached hme at ard 330am.

online. couldnt sign in to my msn. have no idea what happen. added POS ppl into my other acct. Ryan and Sharon are 2 scary ppl. coz they haven slp yet. chat till ard 530am. and i decided to have some rest. but i tossed and turned. never slp. onli rest my eyes. T_T

pulled myself out of bed @ 720am and get myself ready fer service. reached church @ ard 940am. first time goin to sunday service without the whole cg and was earli. =x

booked seats for Jason's cg too. nt like ~~RYAN NG ZHI WEI~~ **nono. u cant see the name!!!!LOL!!!! ** somebody. so BLACK HEARTED.... didnt reply me my sms.. but told Aileen abt it and ask me sit on floor when i smsed him where can i get 8seats....

*that blackhearted person say got to pardon him coz he whole nite nv slp den was blur..* lol!!!!

service is great. the presence is strong. alot ppl are weepin in tears. i love to cry in the presence of the Lord. and the word is great. was feelin super lethargic. but i still manage to keep myself awake thruout. though there are moments tat i closed my eyes. coz my eyes are hurting. though there are temptations for me to slp... but by His strength, i manage to stay awake. during the layin of hands.. i juz could nt control myself from cryin. tears jux flowed out. it jus reminded me of hw disobedience am i in the past. and how much God had guide me thru. if nt for His strength and His blessing of good people ard me, if nt for Him sending angles ard me to protect me. i seriously dont think i'll nt be who im nw. and i seriously think that i would have long give up hope on my dreams and vision and my leadership roles in my cca. indeed if nt becoz of the miracles that He have done in my life. i think i'll nt be as chatty as im nw. lolx!!! PTL!.

after service went Rocky Master @ Expo. their service realli.. cannot make it!!!! super rude. ask them qns dun reply u. still wan me repeat my order coz she was doin some other things. asked them abt our orders coz we waited for almost 30mins. and the person replied me without even lookin at me, "will sent the food to u when its ready"... my baobei is rushin off to work. asked the person packed her pizza. and they juz put in a box and expect us to carry it all ard. thinK she went to ask for a carrier. and mine was ready. and they still have to cheek to ask my baobei to send the food to me!... what attitude!!! argh!!! make my baobei late for work... +_)(^&*()_++_)(!

i want complain!!! lol!!!....

went for Bible Study. fun lesson. learnt alot of things. Fastin and Praying. thinkin back. durin the times in W37. me and Lishi will fast regularly on thursday before cg. and waited till after cg and have dinner/supper. shall start with that once again. fastin if good. lolx.. =)

meet up with Aileen after svc. and went hme. was so tired. totally mindblock. back to boonlay. super lazy to walk. so tooK 242 back instead. reached hme. wished my mum Happy Birthday. den go bath. and had dinner outside. juz gt hme. and im super slpy. but think shall study abit of my tuesday test. =) peepx. do remember to pray for my paper on tuesday. thanks!!! =)

yea! thinK thats all for the updates. jus get another harrassement from unknown ppl. lectured that person. lolx. and he said he is too bored so joke abt it. -_-" what a crappy excuses. get lost and dont try anything funny before i start scoldin again. lolx. i seriously thinK God give me a talent on scoldin these kind of ppl.lolx.!!! =x maybe i have a gift on scoldin ppl?!?! lol.... =)

bye bloggie!!! =)

=>my exciting weekend.<=
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